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1:18AM. You can't sleep. You leave your wife in bed and wander the house. You walk by your computer, and you stop in your tracks. Your heart begins to race. And inside your head, you are split right down the middle. A part of you is screaming "You can't do this again!" and another part is whispering "Go for it, it feels so good." The websites you know and the images burned into your head beckon you with a strange and irresistible power. Your heart now races with anticipation of the titillating, erotic and secret pleasure right there ...and free for the taking. And then...you fall to the temptation, again. Your marriage is in serious trouble. You feel lost, unloved, empty, and even resentful and angry. The warmth and comfort of another woman's eyes, arms, and body stir a desire in you that seemingly cannot stop. The images on the computer screen or in the magazine are intoxicating. And suddenly....again you fall. The moment after you masturbate and climax, you go through the same feelings and actions. Immense guilt and crushing shame gradually evolve into anger and self-hatred. In a panic of remorse, your mind goes though the usual routine. You try to repent and cry out to God, and you tell yourself to seek help. But in your heart you know you won't do it. It is just too embarrassing, too shameful, and absolutely too humiliating. OK, you have a serious problem. You're addicted to pornography. You've used the Internet, magazines, DVD's and adult moves and videos. Maybe you've been to adult bookstores, strip clubs, or perhaps solicited a massage, private dance, or even a prostitute. But in all likelihood...you've mostly used the Internet. And every time you do this, you feel horrible. You know it's wrong. You know it's a sin. You know that you are hurting your wife, girlfriend, children, and family. You also know that you are hurting God...and yourself. You know that you need deliverance from this addiction, and you want to be clean and free from this snare forever. Bu