Author Description

If I Knew Not Midnight is a raw and compelling memoir of resilience, faith, and survival in the face of betrayal and trauma. Through the eyes of Jessica, an Air Force officer, we’re drawn into a journey marked by love, deception, and the challenges of single parenthood, as well as the grit to keep moving forward against staggering personal odds. Set against the backdrop of her military career, Jessica recounts how she navigates the trials of a tumultuous marriage that ultimately ends in heartbreak, isolation, and a tragic loss that will forever mark her life. Poignant and deeply insightful, her story delves into the pain of enduring gaslighting, trauma, and betrayal, but it also illuminates the healing power of family, faith, and the courage to rebuild. If I Knew Not Midnight is a testament to strength and self-discovery, encouraging readers that even in the darkest of times, hope and renewal are possible.