Author Description

I’ve spent years writing this book and destroying it, over and over again stuck in a cycle. Some of my darkest secrets are in this book, how could I ever publish it? It started when my mother met Chad, and had soon married him. Chad was sexually, physically, and mentally abusive to me. The things he did were disgusting, from molesting me to forcing me to eat dog vomit. I struggled in school, with everything from grades to friendships. No one wanted to sit by the girl who wore dirty clothes. Except for one kid, Jason. Jason became my best friend. Jason later became the school shooter. I still struggled with mental abuse at home up until high school when I was groomed by one of Jason’s family members. This “sexual affair” helped me escape my family. This is my story. These are my secrets. The secrets I lived and kept for years, as an abused child. This book unfolds and tells all of the secrets I kept hidden from friends and family. My entire life up until adulthood, I lived in a massive web of secrets and lies.