Author Description

In this intimate testimony of sexual abuse, promiscuity, gang activity, and the battle against crack addiction, I am transparent by exposing the trauma and inward confusion that kept me in bondage for many years. The secrets that held me in captivity and led to many bad choices and decisions for 30 years. With the fear of being rejected by a loving God because of my past, I attempted to control my healing process, resisting the very freedom I desired. In a marriage that was on the brink of failure, and an addiction that seemed to haunt me, I surrendered myself to the Lordship of Jesus Christ, and God used the very thing I sought after to break me. The need for love.