This autobiography investigates the professional career and personal philosophy of David Gower, one of England's most prominent Test batsmen, while addressing the controversies surrounding his leadership style. Gower, drawing on his extensive experience as a player and captain for England and Leicestershire, provides a candid account of his tenure in the sport. He examines the friction between his perceived 'laid back' demeanor and the expectations of cricket management, offering a critical look at the administrative structures of the era. The narrative serves as both a retrospective of his athletic achievements and a rebuttal to the public and professional scrutiny he faced throughout his career.

The text provides a candid, first-hand account of the internal politics and management challenges within English cricket during the late twentieth century. It functions as a primary source for understanding the professional pressures faced by elite athletes who deviate from traditional expectations of captaincy.